Friday, April 25, 2014

Long Overdue Update!!! 9-Months post-op from surgery

Oh boy! Long overdue update. I'm sorry, I've been busy with life and overall after a certain point not much changes with healing so there really wasn't all that much to say.

I just had a minor revision surgery and I'll make a separate post addressing that specifically but let me tell you what lead to having this revision surgery.  I absolutely loved and was happy with having surgery but there were three things that needed some tweaking. I'll go from greatest to least importance to me.

First, once all of the swelling came down (which takes many months slowly over time) I was able to see that there was in fact skin left over just to the side of the base of my penis above my right testicle. Basically what I'm saying here is there was left over outer labia. And it had to go. There was no question in my mind ever at any point if I was going to leave it there. Once it became apparent that it was there, I knew I was going to need a revision. People who have seen it assured me that it didn't look bad and just looked like it was a part of the scrotal skin but I didn't care. I knew that it was labial skin, it reminded me too much of what used to be there, and I knew it had to go.

Second, the damn right testicle. lol With the mass amount of swelling after the operation it basically pushed the right testicle somewhat into my body and way lower than the left one. When I was laying down or sitting, the testicles looked quite normal but when I was standing normal the right was so low that basically my testicles would be one in front of the other and you could hardly even see my right testicle when I was standing. Which I didn't like very much. Though it wasn't the end of the world, I still wanted to have it moved more forward on my body. They didn't have to be perfectly symmetrical because I know cisgendered men's balls are often not symmetrical and that's totally natural and normal but I felt mine were just a little too crazy to look natural. It went beyond that natural asymmetry and into the odd zone in my opinion.

In earlier months of the healing process the low testicle was very annoying and uncomfortable. I would sit on it. It felt like it was going inside of me and was uncomfortable. It would hurt if I tried to ride a bike. Things like that were bothersome. But as time went on and the skin started to loosen up and swelling went down it became a lot less physically uncomfortable. Once things loosened a bit, it started to move out of the way when I was doing stuff basically. lol I can feel them move past each other and what not when I'm moving around and it's not uncomfortable. So a few months ago the low ball was probably my biggest concern but once it wasn't bothering me physically anymore it became less of a concern. Though I still wanted the thing lifted up more in front of my body which is why it's another thing I asked for in my revision procedure.

Third, the head and foreskin needed a little bit of tweaking. It wasn't bad at all and if it had been the only problem I sure as hell wouldn't have seeked a revision for it. It's really hard to explain but basically the foreskin didn't wrap around the head in a very symmetrical way. In other words one part of the glans (head) stuck out a lot more form the foreskin while the other side was more covered. It wasn't that big of a deal but since I was all ready going under the knife for a revision I figured I'd have it fixed.

Funny story, while I knew it bothered me a little, I hadn't even been planning on having it fixed. I was thinking "Ah, I shouldn't mess with the tip of my penis. It's the most important part and it's doing just fine!" lol But then I got to my doctors office for the revision procedure.... I was very high on ativan which had been prescribed to keep me calm since I would be awake for the procedure. And under the influence of ativan, when the doctor was going over what we had talked about for the revision, he followed it up with "Anything else you want done?" To which I replied, "Actually!!!......" And we discussed fixing the head and I decided to go for it and have it touched up. So that was literally done on a whim. lol No regrets though. I'm happy I decided to have it fixed up. I was there and if I was gonna get all the other things that bothered me fixed might as well go for it all, right? lol So that happened.

Mhmm, so that is where I was at just before I had my revision surgery. Honestly, you weren't missing anything from 3 months post-op to 9 months post-op. Not much happened other than me noticing these three things that bothered me once the swelling came down.

FYI, so with these surgeries, the surgeons do the best they possibly can in the original procedure. But they are not miracle workers and they are doing a lot of stuff at once. Then everything swells up and once things heal everything can look a lot different. It's not uncommon for people to decide they might want some revisions. Some people don't need them, some people do. It's the luck of the draw I guess. In my situation, I could have "lived" without the revisions but I absolutely despised that extra skin and I would have been very uncomfortable not getting rid of it so for me, the revision was needed and worth it. Another person might have had the same results as me and maybe it wouldn't have bothered them and they wouldn't have bothered to have a revision. It can often be a very personal choice. (Side note: sometimes revisions are not just a personal choice, such as when there are surgical complications that absolutely need to be addressed. Examples: painful positioning of implants, urethra fistula - hole in the urethra, or a urethra stricture - tightening and possible closure of the urethra.)

But, I had my revision surgery 3 days ago, so for my next blog post I will talk all about my experience going back to Cleveland for my revision surgery.

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  1. Great to see another trans guy posting about lower surgery openly. I keep a blog about my recent simple meta (myseimplemeta.blogspot.com). Hoping to get some peer feedback on a specific issue: what are your reasons for not posting pictures? I have posted detailed pictures on a regular basis, but recently had a shitty experience of a hater posting a screenshot of my not-yet-healed junk on another website. I'm all for sharing my blog openly (and keeping my name out of it), but I'm curious about other folks' reasons for sharing or not sharing photos... I know it's a sticky subject, but would appreciate your response if you're willing. Peace.

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    1. Good question! I don't know if I ever mentioned it here but my lower surgery was funded via a crowdfunding website (indiegogo.com) so a whole lot of people helped make this happen, including strangers, friends and family. After I healed up, not only did I want a source for other transmen to learn about one type of lower surgery but I also wanted it to be a place where people who funded my lower surgery could learn more about the surgery and read about how I'm doing post-op. So I occasionally put links to this blog on my facebook and also to the e-mail listserve of people who donated to help fund my lower surgery. And frankly, I'm pretty sure my Mom and Grandma and lots of other people don't want to see my naked penis! lol So out of respect for them I don't post photos. But I am very very open about showing it and anyone who asks I show them. I have it posted on various trans websites for people to find. I will also be attending the philly trans health conference in a couple weeks and I will be showing my goods live in person at the Metoidioplasty Show and Tell workshop. I also e-mail pictures to any trans men who are considering this surgery and want reference to how my results came out. Also I'm going to my first nudist resort this summer!!! Needless to say, I think my penis is beautiful and show it all over the place. I just don't show it here so that my followers can safely read all about my lower surgery experience without worrying about seeing me naked if they don't want to.

      So as far as you posting your pictures right to your blog, rock on. I would do it too if I didn't post links to my blog on facebook and whatnot. I definitely considered posting the pictures but decided against it. Like you said though, when you post to your blog, you always run the possibility of people using your pictures without your permission.

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